thenewbeginning

layout

2010-06-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

This blog looks nice.
In my opinion.

But its just too bare.
Its too bland.

I ought to spice it up,
( thats what everyone says. but nothing will be done)

A few pictures should be great,
but what the fuck I dont even know if my blog is being read.
I mean, noone comments about it nomore.

Maybe I would be better off deleting it.

But I gotta admit.
Its too damn nice to be thrown off like that.

Its my hard work.
I did the layout myself man.
FROM SCRATCH!

j o b

2010-05-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

ily.

Anyways, work is really becoming a drag.
Dont get me wrong, I still love what I do, its the other little things.

Audit, IPPT, vehicle obstruction video downloading and just shitloads of paperwork.

With these kind of benefits theyre giving,
and with these salary they offer,
honestly,
I think its bullshit for us to even get appointed secondary appointments.

Do we look like we're gonna spend our life there?
HELL NO.
Shits like these only you guys can come out with it.

There's word for it.
Nonsense.

That aside,
I got to know from Narisa that woohoo, William rehired her back.
My previous job.
My favourite job by far, apart from being a Medic.

Should I go work for him again?
As a part-timer, or full timer?
Decisions, decisions.

Not sure.
But you guys'll know sooner or later.

G'night y'all.
Peace

firepost truce

2010-04-26T04:08:00.002+08:00

So here I am, sitting all alone in the dark at the dorm doing nothing.
Thank god its a peaceful night.
And amazingly I am still awake, considering I didnt get my afternoon nap yesterday.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that there's nothing much for me to do.
And I'm just randomly updating my blog.

Everyone's asleep.

Frannay.
Aisyah Longan.
Encik Halim.
Even Sayang.

Tsk.

Everyone has been talking about wanting to go somewhere out of Singapore.

Bintan.
Batam.
Cherating.
Melaka.
Australia.
New York.
Hong Kong

You guys can really plan huh.
Lol.
Sometimes I wonder, when will I ever go out on a roadtrip as such.
The last time I ever did that was..

five years back..?

Yes.
Pitiful and pathetic right?

So I was thinking to myself
since I've did somethings I've never done before this year,
maybe..maybe I could go for a roadtrip.

Oh well.
Just an idea anyways.

Gotta go now.
SENTRYYYYYYYY!

arab st

2010-04-25T15:12:00.003+08:00

Let's just say that the weather is so unpredictable someone please remind me again why I was wearing jeans and black polo to Vivo yesterday?

Yes, I practically was drenched waiting for sayang.
To make matters worst, the LG fac was out in the open space so yeah again, bloody warm.
Lol.
Remind me of those days in BRTC and CDA.

Anyways, went from Harbourfront to Bishan.
Then back again, lol.

Sheesha with Kelv, Sya and Frannay.

Poor poor Kelvin, vomitted five times.
He couldnt stand the smell. Lol.
Seriously man, I pity you.

Oh yeah, two things happened yesterday that wasnt too much for my liking.
1. my Vans's sole came off. bloody three years shoe failed me.
2. my phone died. literally. cant even start the damn phone.

But its okay. It wasnt too bad.
I got to spend time wih my sayang.
(=

truth be told

2010-04-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

Okay, I really miss you.

*pauses*

Yeap.
That's about it.

relatively

2010-04-20T13:40:00.002+08:00

i miss you.

memo-random, geddit?

2010-04-17T10:45:00.002+08:00

I was at Clifford Pier yesterday, at around dusk.

Serene and quiet.
Place was exoticly proportioned.
Great view, with skeptic lights.

I need to go there again.
For photo-session,
and for another round of time spending with you(=

Will be back with the pictures.

back to reality

2010-04-09T11:48:00.002+08:00

Im too lazy to post up all the other photoshoots, and whatnots for the past two months that I've been gone. It's too tedious.

So I'll just start anew here.

Anyway, I was quite frustrated with myself yesterday.
Imagine, you stopped training for three months then you took your ippt.
And you effing fail by 6seconds.
Damn that oughta suck. It sucked, real bad. Tsk.

But its okay. I'm trying again this Monday.
(i'm too goddamn lazy, but i still have to try dont i)
Besides, if I pass I'll get the skill allowance back(=

Oh yeah, I'm working tonight.
Not keen. Why?
Cause that just means Monday's a few days away-.-

FUUUUUUCK.

geek's, first date

2010-02-10T06:37:00.000+08:00

Finally done with the editting. Rookie's first try.
Enjoy(=

For more, visit my FB page.

geek, firstdate BTS

2010-02-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

Behind the scenes of Geek's, First Date.

We started a little late then planned because, lets face it noone in my clique ever comes on time. Despite all that, we managed to pull through.

Yes, sunset was too soon. But I manage to get my shots(=

Around & About

2010-02-04T03:36:00.004+08:00

Another dull offday, another impromptu plan.

End of the day its not which camera I use,
its not how i take them pictures or the quality or whatever political and under table subject that contorts controversial topic.
Its about the day's achievement.
I love to take picture. Any picture.
I think its lovely.

Who are YOU to judge otherwise.
You know who you are.

Atrophy / Asreen Elfeena Ali

2010-02-02T10:32:00.000+08:00

As promised.

hospital enquiries

2010-02-01T04:08:00.000+08:00

Since it was Sunday, I planned an impromptu meet/shoot with bestfriend, Asreen.

I've always wanted to shoot some pictures over at Old Changi Hospital, so that's exactly what we did. Huda and Din was present too so that pretty much add a whole lot more fun and chaotic imprints.

Had to go through a crashcourse in Photoshop for the shots taken. I wanted it to be exactly as what I had in mind. So it was worth the staying up two nights just to finish 'em. I'll upload some in the next post, if I manage.

first try-out. again.

2010-01-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

Saturday evening, and I cant believe I got no plans. So instead, I made my own plans. Went over to Outram Park for some snaps at..well..just about anything I can see in the park really. It was not long after I got the chills and wimpout.

What can I say, the place was really dark. And it was at night for crying out loud.

classic park view

2010-01-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the time and meet.
You were definitely something I totally didnt expect.

(=

good riddance, you

2010-01-21T02:35:00.000+08:00

Its a new year.
I suppose you also want a somenew.

What more can I say to you.
Good riddance

Congrats Shawn

2010-01-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

I pass my ippt. LOL

What a relief.
Now that that's done, I can finally get my well deserve skill allowance. I mean lets face it, I did went through 7weeks of intense medic training and to think I missed out on almost 7months worth of skill allowance because of one lousy ippt, pfft.
Thats absurd.

So basically, I spent half my day at camp, and the rest was spend on resting up at home.

Oh yeah, had with La Familia today.
I think I had that coming to me for weeks. Its been a long while since I last had myself a sit with my parents. Be it out for lunch, or shopping, or well put it this way, I was with my pals alot more then them-.-

Tsk tsk Shah's not setting good example ey.

dad looks like he wants to sneeze dont he? lol

bubbles, lollies and what?

2010-01-03T09:12:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought things mightve been better for me and you, it turn out worst. Maybe its for the best, maybe not.

But one thing's for sure.

I cant stay home. Plans for today went to trash, so inadvertantly, I reincorporated new strategic mode of outing. Asreen and Shidah saw me through that. And guess what, we had fun sucka.

A NEW BEGINNING

2009-11-16T10:36:00.003+08:00

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

Dedicated to you, babylove(=

LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW

2009-10-15T16:53:00.002+08:00

This was one of the time when I dont want time to fly by so fast.
But there's nothing I can do is there?

West and North-east isnt near. And work is being such an ass.
Fuck all that shit. Plurrgh

ONE NIGHT DUTY

2009-09-26T11:33:00.002+08:00

Since there was two medics at fire post today, Ma'am Rahah let me be the paramedic. Cool aint it?

(=

I attended to all the case last night. Interact with my patients, the whole PAM shibang. It was an experience nonetheless lol.

I feel like having a little of Dom Pérignon.

2009-09-25T23:45:00.001+08:00

An awesome, awesome, awesome eleven year old.

A PROMISING FIND

2009-08-27T00:49:00.002+08:00

After God loses faith in humanity, the archangel Michael is the only one standing between mankind and the apocalypse. This time using angels as an act of Biblical judgment, God's wrath descends on Earth to exterminate the world's population. In a desperate, last-chance gambit, Michael leads a group of strangers in a small, New Mexico diner who must protect a young waitress who may be pregnant with Christ in his second coming.

Neat, ey?
(=

MEDIC GONE WILD

2009-08-26T15:05:00.001+08:00

If there's one thing I'm not crazy about is when someone of higher authority question my motive for not doing something I dont know ought to be done.

How the hell am I suppose to know that I was required to sign those leave forms. I mean yeah I know I have to get em signed by myself, my PM and the office clerk, but damn you have the cheek to call me up and say why the hell I didnt sign the document.
I'm not the one who asked for that VL and the PH. You damn jolly well know that YOU were the one responsible for creating my own forecast, listing and taking up all my leaves, putting in into my roster as and when you like.
You put me up for VL and yeah I thought you settled the papers for me. But damn bitch, you ring me with that irritating voice of yours claiming I took my leave without having papers signed?
Let me tell you something miss, you may be next in line for the role but you aint leader yet. I'll screw you where it hurts the most if I ever get the chance.
You really dont like me dont you. Get me transferred out then. You have your boys dont you. Sticking up for them but when it comes to my homies you dump shit on us. You've done naught but crap.

I hate you.
We ALL hate you.

DAMN HIDDEN CAMERA

2009-08-24T02:55:00.000+08:00

Oh that's right, horny kid and fake mute man strikes again.

THE BEST IMPRESSION

2009-08-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

L O L !

COME GET HI! NEXT YEAR

2009-08-12T02:25:00.001+08:00

I want to try Flaming Lambo, or a Rainbow Shooter on my 21st birthday.
Who wants in?

IPP-bloody-T

2009-08-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

If there's one thing i can never achieve is to come early or on time for my IPPT. Today wasnt any better.

First, *ahem* LCP Gideon fucked his atm card up. Daniel was with him, and oh yes they were still at Yishun. Time then was 2.30

Greeeeeat.

Oh no thats not all. I slept in the bus, got down at some random CCK bus stop and they picked me up. No no you read it correctly, pick me up via cab. And who paid for it?

PTE Shah la bayar-_-

I did ermm okay for the four stations. Failed shuttle run so I figured to hell with 2.4
So yeah, including this one I've come down to friggin Jalan Bahar for my IPPT for
*counts*

7th?
No wait, I think its my 8th.

Even Johnathan said,
"I think ah you haven pass since recruit sia"

AS CUTE AS IT GETS

2009-08-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

CUTE OR WHAT!

ALWAYS ASTOUNDING

2009-07-31T10:15:00.000+08:00

I am always captivated by the likes of these kinds of act. So awe-inspiring sia lol.

BALL BALLS

2009-07-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

A helluva neat trick.

A LOT BETTER

2009-05-16T18:03:00.002+08:00

I'm finally running solo!

No more senior medic telling me what I ought and ought not to do.

ANOTHER HANDFUL

2009-04-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

This time around, I had alot of refusal conveyance cases. In which I would like to add, why bother calling us if you dont want to go to the hospital?

And why oh why must it always be drunkards?
Isnt eleven pm a little too early for drinking session, people? Unbelievable.

Urgh.
I miss spongicus =(

CRAZY LIGHTS

2009-04-19T04:05:00.003+08:00

Donny and Huda came over my place to catch some muvees. I ordered Canadian and.. well we didnt finish.

I just wanted to highlight the weird coincidently matching colour outfits.
Here, you be the judge:

traffic light buddies

SPONGICUS'S NIGHT MEETS

2009-04-13T22:56:00.004+08:00

My apologies for the late entry. Here are the long overdued pictures:

ONE MORE, JUST ONE MORE!

2009-03-30T00:13:00.001+08:00

I've got loads of picture to upload. Tomorrow if I'm free.

ANOTHER SHITTY EXCUSE

2009-03-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

I've a major test tomorrow.

Basic Cardio Life Support Theory and Practical Test.

Fuck it, its my 20th birthday and I gotta spend it at camp studying some CPR crap. What's worse they'll confine us past 11 if even one of us fail!

Imagine that folks.

Some harsh shit ey?
Oh well, that's a medic life alright. That is medic life for you.

Arghh!!

PASSING OUT

2009-02-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

POP!

TAITEE, AGAIN

2009-02-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

I meet Mrs. Bestfriend today. And guess what did we do the whole day?

And apparently I have a very retarded face. You see, when you're confine for about a week you tend to do stoopid things. And if you're lucky enough you wont go crazy. Unfortunately noone told me about it.

So..

Lol.
Anyways, thanks Ernie and Ayul for the day. I havent had a great fun like that ever since I quit working BCRA.

FOOTDRILL COMP

2009-02-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

What a bummer.

Effort after effort, and by our sweat we practive very day and every night. But alas, Charlie Coy failed to grasp that winning trophy.

Evidently Alpha Coy seemed to be the better company, better competition.

Anyways, that sunday we had an early book in at about four in the evening. My god the heat was unbearable. We had our MickeyD's for dinner then we had to get ready for the competition. Uniform needed to be starched and pressed on, and boots to be polished.

Whilst it easy to escape from work and school, NS keeps a toll on relationship. I'm not saying that National Service screw us up. Its just that we hardly have time for ourselves, better off doing our 'pump'-session.

So then how d'you expect me to keep you updated on time?

It aint my fault, asshole.

WHEN?

2009-02-01T13:21:00.002+08:00

Three week is so fucking long. And the worst thing is as the week comes to an end, the test of all tests starts pouring out. I fucking hate that.

Sheesh, gimme a break.

Oh and to top that off, the pay is just sad.
What the mother of crap am I suppose to buy for V-day and anniversaries on $420 a month?

Yeah, I complaint alot. Big deal.

-_-

DAMMIT

2009-01-27T17:00:00.002+08:00

Dang!

I'll be back in camp precisely three hours from now. That just suck! Just when I feel right at ease, it's back to training.

pe malas

I'll only have like three days until book-out day but that's not confirmed since I might get guard duty. That should reeeally lighten my week -_-

Why cant 12th Feb come early?
At least, if it did, by then I'll have enough cash to spend on my first monthsary(= Not to mention V-day.
Come to think of it, the dates arent far. Perhaps I might persuade you in celebrating our monthsary on Valentine's day?

I said might.

Why am I suddenly talking about random stuff?

. . .

I miss my sayang. So much. Very much. Too much.
Why is NS such a bitch?

<3

2009-01-26T15:22:00.001+08:00

I love my babyboo(:

GOODBYE, BESTFRIEND

2009-01-20T14:36:00.002+08:00

Late Md Yusri,

I wish to convey my deepest sympathy and condolence to his family and friends. It is unfair that you had to go so soon, but it seems that God loved you more, then we do.

We ( BCRA Kids ) will always cherish you. Those days we spend at work, on our random outings and all. You were an inspiration, a ray of hope, guidance and a place for laughter. You never fail to lighten our days, whenever we were down.

A great friend, a lovable person, it is almost impossible to hate you. You were like a brother to most of us. Faithful and true as always, you were always there for us when we needed you most.

Today, the afterlife called for you.

These tears that we shed, these tears of sadness, over a loss of a great friend. Over the 9 - 10 months that I know you, you treated me with respect. I felt like I've known you for years. I appreciate it, just so you know.

But alas, its time for us all to move on. That's what you would've told us to do, would've wanted us to do.

good friends lasts forever
-arwah md. yusri

You will always play a part in our life. You will always be loved by those who knew you. You will always stay in our hearts. Semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat. Amin.

Al-Fateha

LONELY, NO MORE

2009-01-18T12:10:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009 everyone(:

I've been great so far, what with my National Service and my singleton status. I shant elaborate but I will say this;

For every passing minute, for every turning second, my heart beats only for you. Never in my life have I ever felt so appreciated. And I cant face the consequences should I ever lose you.

Perhaps I shall end here.

Oh yes, me and Ernie is gonna book a chalet for our birthdays. Does anyone know how to book the damn thing?

-_-

THE REASON

2008-12-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

I cried tonight.

I dont know why I always manage to cry every single time I catch Titanic. Today was no different. I caught Titanic today, or yesterday sounds more appropiate, at Starmovies.

My dad was like 'Why are you crying so suddenly?'

I cant even answer him. I was too busy crying my eyes out. This is just one of the movies that I cant take it. It's to emotional for me.

Sometimes I try to reason why I cried.

Could it be the fact the movie potrays rich spoilt adults acting as if they're of any sort of importance? Their obvious ignorance and oblivious behaviour towards others of, so to speak in their language 'third class'. I mean that's just despicable.

Or maybe it's due to the loss of thousands of people, which in this case depicts base on a true story.

No.

I know this sound cheesy but I swear I cry watching Titanic because of the passionate and undying love between Rose and Jack. Ironic as it seems because I always claim I hate any kind of love movies. Or at least movie based solely on love. This movie however just really gets my attention.

I mean its just amazing that they stay together until towards the end. And that song, just wow. It all fits aint it?

Ahhhh.

See, I'm crying as I'm typing this. And listening to My Heart Will Go On doesnt help much either.

See you guys soon.

BRA

2008-12-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

HILARIOUS(:

WOODLANDS

2008-12-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

I've spent two days in a row at Woodlands, racking my brain trying to rectify my aunt's computer. I had to install and remove these crappy programs, reboot the damn thing. Not to mention I had to remove a Trojan virus-_-

Anyway, I finished the sketched of Mister Grim Reaper. I'm not sure if Zack's gonna like it and I still think it looks great on his arm. But he thinks it'll be great on my behind. Lol not my ass, mind you.

Oh yeah,
Happy Birthday Heyr(:

STARS ALIKE

2008-12-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

I've finally finished the whole Star Wars series. And man, was I in for a rude awakening.

LOL

NUISANCE

2008-12-02T02:46:00.002+08:00

First, my brother took fifteen bucks from me without my consent. Then my parents decided to go on a nagging rampage on me about going out often. (As a matter of fact everyday)

Now, isnt my life cherry?

'NUFF SAID

2008-11-30T03:40:00.000+08:00

Looks like there's gonna be another long internet draught for me. I'll seriously get bored. And know this, I will definitely be hanging out with Mrs. Bestfriend. Again. God, can it just gets worse than this?

First the job, then my PSP. Then the Creative VPlus and now this.

I really do have such rotten luck. And to think I'm actually heading for NS in this state. Urgh!

MEMOIRS

2008-11-30T00:51:00.001+08:00

Robert use to open this song back at BCRA. Ahhh he is the funnest(i doubt its even a word) officer there.

Enjoy(:

CUSTOMER SERVICE INDEED

2008-11-28T23:24:00.001+08:00

Look at her.
How much more neat and presentable can she get?

Gosh,
I'm so proud of my sister.

FLOWER POWER

2008-11-27T17:56:00.004+08:00

There's nothing like a day out with your bestfriends.
Especially when they bring about colourful flowers to play with.

More please(:

REWIND PLEASE

2008-11-27T10:59:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Narisa, I got temporarily stucked to this song.

Enjoy. Or not.

YOU'RE ON MY MIND AGAIN

2008-11-26T16:48:00.002+08:00

love has been on my mind for some time now,
but you've been the missing link

I'm blessed with a great family, and great friends. I'm happy, very happy indeed. I just want to share it with someone. Someone special. Will I ever find you?

I wonder.

WHO AGAIN?

2008-11-14T10:16:00.000+08:00

SSSHAH
SSSHAH
SSSHAH

Hello, aku ssshah(:
Strike me though, but why do some of y'all call me shawn?
I cant remember why.

Lol

MOVED,

2008-11-13T03:14:00.001+08:00

I SMELL DEFEAT

2008-11-12T22:09:00.003+08:00

I imagine everyone's been doing good and well who doesnt right. I've got so much to say but I'll keep it short.

Anyway, work was fabulous; of course up until I got fired. Yeah I got fired. Actually it came as no surprise to me. Since I was already skipping work it was clearly inevitable the fact that they'll evetually let me go. But the fact that I miss my colleagues more then I miss the free liquors and great pay came somewhat shocking to me.

Didnt occur to me that we've been together for close to half a year. So much so that I spend more time with them then my family. But it seems our time were cut short, due to fucked up officers and my required presence for National Service.

Narisa, my teacher who taught me everything. Those moments we spend at night after work talking about anything totally random.

Fafa, the girl who can reeeally take on my nonsense. They crap talks the dancing and all. I went out with you alot, and we did everything together too. The pierce, cigarettes.

Sahrul, my part time boyfriend at work. This kid has the most cutest look when he's confused. I used to laugh real hard at his expressions. For some reason though he's scared of my laughter-_-

Yusri, the guy that holds us all in one piece. Trust me without him work is just,..well work. Without him everyone's just dead. Its like working a bunch of zombies. Yours truly included.

Ernie, my childhood friend. She started work after I start two months ago. Eleven years and still strong ey(:

Rafi aka Mister I-Love-A-Good-Game-Of-Sex. The one who doesnt fail to steal some ice cream for us after dinner.

And Ja the new kid at work. She's just as insane so she'll fit right in lol.

I miss you guys. I really do.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2008-10-11T05:00:00.005+08:00

Here you go;

COLLEAGUES

2008-10-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

The two best buds I could ever get.

STARBUCKS, BITCH(:

2008-10-07T20:54:00.001+08:00

Cheesecake is the love.

OH GREAT

2008-10-06T20:51:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya(:

I've been extremely busy with work. My comp's broke so no chance of late night online session.

Yes, I am that boring.

Anyway, Fahmi gonna be in NS tomorrow so that's one friend gone. I've still have yet to receive my damn NS letter, so its just work work work.

Okay, that's all I can think of.

Shahizwan,
(updating from Fahmi's crib)

Goodynight everyone(:

BRAND NEW

2008-09-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

Check this out(:
Any opinions?

BELAINK

2008-08-28T23:57:00.003+08:00

Since I'm already working and all, I wanted to get something nice for myself. Something I want, something I feel like having. Or more so to 'I-kinda-need-it-but-at-the-same-time-not-need-it'.

If you get my point.

Moving on, which of these three should I get? And bear in mind all of them are my sex. Consider them the new black, if you will. Alright maybe I'm blabbering nonsense.

Canon D60SLR, MacBook Pro or LG's Black Label Secret. So, which?

HPATHBP

2008-08-13T01:20:00.003+08:00

CANT WAIT. CANT WAIT. CANT WAIT.

A little over the top but who cares. Ernie, Amal; up for it?
Hahahha

MY NAME IS JINGO

2008-08-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

Hello all(:

It has certainly been a while hasnt it? But nevertheless I'm back again on my feet internet-wise. I've been busy working so late night online session would be a certain, or otherwise.

That's all I can think of right now. I'm off for a quick shower. I'll see you around.

GUESS WHO'S BACK?

2008-08-09T03:51:00.001+08:00

Thank god for internet.
Life iswas such a bore.

And work has never felt easier(:

INSPIRATION

2008-06-29T15:52:00.003+08:00

Meet Bai Ling, the actress hailing from China. Fun fact: Did you know that she speaks French, fluently? Shit, I'm so jealous. I seriously need to go to them classes.

THE FRATERNITY

2008-06-28T05:03:00.003+08:00

So, what fuck have you been doing lately?

This muvee is mind-blowingly awesome! Based loosely on the comic book miniseries 'Wanted' by Mark Millar. A must-watch for moviegoers and those who with highly imaginative mind. (or so I've been told.)

Enjoy the movie.

HOW GORGE

2008-06-28T02:27:00.003+08:00

I can listen to him talk all night all day.

gaspard ulliel(:

UNDER RATED

2008-06-22T18:36:00.002+08:00

Something to get my mind off. Looking forward for these.

BEATDOWN

2008-06-22T01:33:00.002+08:00

I wish there was a little more action scene. Oh well, Shawn definitely enjoyed this one.

I'VE HAD ENOUGH

2008-06-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

You're always there to ruin the day. I hate you, and I hate you more.
My only wish is to see you suffer, the way I did.

It's not like me to blurt this out here, in this blog but I cant take it any longer. These people leave such impacts on you. So much so that every little thing they do just makes it worst for you. It's sad really. One day we love the person and the next they'll just tear your heart right out.

I've said too much now, but nomore.

SENSITIVE DOER(:

2008-06-20T18:34:00.008+08:00

Kyle did this personality and I found it pretty interesting. So I did the test and well, here it is ('tis only some part of it though).

Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children. As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own. However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed.

Hah.
And I think I already know what you girls are gonna say. Especially Ernie
(:

CHILDHOOD RELIVE-D

2008-06-16T02:44:00.003+08:00

I got back to skating.
Now, I'm exhausted and tired and suddenly feel so.. err let's just leave it at that.
And I'm craving for some Starbucks.

JEUNE FILLE PUISSANCE, VRAIMENT

2008-06-14T04:36:00.002+08:00

Now that's new.

SECONDHAND SERENADE'S FALL FOR YOU

2008-06-13T15:49:00.003+08:00

Paranoia of oneself's

It's been awhile since I last watched muvees with the babies.
It's been awhile since I last had Starbucks fun with the StarbuckChillex Inc.
It's been awhile since I last meetup for catching-up ssession with Moo the Imp.

Oh well, busy time busy people. I can't wait for September though. Nikon D60 DSLR, wait for me sweetheart(:

B I O

2008-06-12T04:08:00.003+08:00

Halló vinátta.
My name is Muhammad Shahizwan Noordin.
I turned nineteen this year and I've just graduated from ITECE.
I love arts&crafts and reading which somewhat pronounce me as a nerd.
I'm still a rookie in photography but I'm going to learn more (about it).
National Service isn't really an ass cause I'm actually looking forward to it.
Oh, and I don't really look good-_-

In response to Fikk's comment, I probably shouldnt be posting such an entry lol. Anyway I go by many names; Shawn and (Fahmi's personal favourite) Shahboy to name a few. I dont exactly remember how these name surfaced but I do know I acknowledge them.

Now hold on a minute, why exactly are we discussing this again?
*puzzled*

GREEN SCREEN SHOW

2008-06-11T04:27:00.000+08:00

"And my breast feels so much lighter"
Lol

SWEETER THAN IT IS BLOODY

2008-06-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

Rookie's start. A little over the top perhaps?

I was going through some of the sister's brochure and I came across one that caught my eye. Raffles Design Institute offers a delightful choice of (well duh) design courses, and Visual Communication was one of the few. The choice to continue in Electronics Engineering is there but I've got no passion or interest in it. At all. Yes, you can say that I 'excel' in that but let's face it it is boring.

I'm currently comptemplating on whether after National Service I should go that path. It's very tempting, but I can't decide yet.

I've got one teeny tiny problem though. Something rather radical perhaps.
Either I lost my 'O' level cert, or I didnt collect it.

you cant expect me to try for the design course using a HNITEC Electronics Engineering Cert now can't I?

THE FAT LADY HAS SUNG

2008-06-09T16:35:00.001+08:00

What a day ey, Shah. Nothing beats it like a good ol' slap-in-the-face fact. However much anger you have though, you can't stop the memories from flooding through you. Who could anyway? You probably thinking of a love that've gotten away. No, this isn't a time or place for regret. Rather, be happy that you had had the experience and were able to learn from it. A poor's judgement of the overcome doesn't exactly help matter. Nor does trying to relive or recreate the past. Other than reminiscing it, it is clear as hell, a recipe for disaster.

NATURE'S

2008-06-08T03:58:00.001+08:00

Some random shots

They say that friends know you much better than your own parents. Prolly it's due to the fact that we spend most of our time with them friends. And since you feel more comfortable with 'em you tend to open up.

I agreed(:
Friends shape up your life. Without them you wouldnt be who you are. For that, my apology to Mister Fahmi Filth for yesterday.

Anyway, I cant seem to post any sort of video. The resultant is scattered and scrambled previous entries. I need help. And I strongly feel its the template's html code.

Joke of the Day: "Eskimo's pussy is mighty cold"

A NICE CHANGE OF PACE

2008-06-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

Random art piece of mine

I should paint more. Try ten. Or maybe more. If so, then I could make a continuum.

COLOURS OF THE MILL

2008-06-06T03:27:00.000+08:00

I like the top picture(:

Music: D12 - My Band @987fm

A MEAGER EFFORT

2008-06-05T17:20:00.003+08:00

I'm finally done. It took me awhile to get this new template up and running. Yes I know it's rather simple but that's the way I wanted it to be. I had to start the whole html code from scratch but that'll just have me shine with admiration. What'd you think?

FOOL'S LOVE

2008-06-04T16:39:00.001+08:00

When a solid fact lies straight in front of you and it's still hard for you to accept it, that means you're stubborn. But I'm not stubborn. I just choose not to believe it.

if you love somebody, let them go.
if they return, they were yours. if they don't, they never were.

CHANGI BEACH

2008-06-03T02:05:00.002+08:00

My first take. Using, with what Aisha PsychoFacades suggested. Start with something small; Samsung A402 Digicam.