What a day ey, Shah. Nothing beats it like a good ol' slap-in-the-face fact. However much anger you have though, you can't stop the memories from flooding through you. Who could anyway? You probably thinking of a love that've gotten away. No, this isn't a time or place for regret. Rather, be happy that you had had the experience and were able to learn from it. A poor's judgement of the overcome doesn't exactly help matter. Nor does trying to relive or recreate the past. Other than reminiscing it, it is clear as hell, a recipe for disaster.