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muhammad shahizwan
09mar'89
tps,evss,ite,scdf
naive/pessimist
renegader's/spongicus
Stn Medic,
Bishan Fire Station

i prefer; night to day, rain to the sun, weekends to weekdays, grind to slide and black to white.
i think girls with specs are sexy. guys as well.
i dont do drinks or clubs anymore but i do smoke from time to time, cause that's how i roll.
i love Chocolate Cream Chips from StarBucks
but not as much as i love my homies♂
& my
babygirls♀

i've gotten spat and critize for being who i am, so here's what i think of you guys:

(-.-),!,

Mrs Prettypictures AIPSurveys ~~Miss Alien~~ Alluc The Clevergirl Kakak the Bestfriend BlogSkins A Pretty Friend Blogger The Lovebirds SlimPickin' Evil Bunny Mrs Bestfriend Amazing Smile GerakKhas Boyyy(: Fileden Flixster Friendster GWBOPC Golden Village Mr Silent Lips The Newnew Friend Mrs. WhereAreYou ~~Mr HawtStuff~~ Hazel, The Kacang Maurice Midknight ~~Skunk~~ iMeem The Critic ~~Jess~~ Netball Enthu Hilarious Lady Lyrics Ms. Cousin Math Freak The Gorge&Beau Movie6 Myspace Mr. MiniMe Mrs Small Thing ~~nanaBEROK~~ Band DM Espionage Mr Great Voice Mrs Hello-Again Another Girl Photobucket RadioBlogClub Ripway ~~Miss HotStuff~~ Miss Psycho Facades ~~My Pantat~~ Mr Tom Taxi Professor The Walking Voice Mrs Tetek Wikipedia Webmessenger Wholivesnearyou Youtube

archieves

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A NEW BEGINNING

16.11.09, 10:36 AM

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

Dedicated to you, babylove(=

LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW

15.10.09, 4:53 PM

This was one of the time when I dont want time to fly by so fast.
But there's nothing I can do is there?

West and North-east isnt near. And work is being such an ass.
Fuck all that shit. Plurrgh

ONE NIGHT DUTY

26.9.09, 11:33 AM

Since there was two medics at fire post today, Ma'am Rahah let me be the paramedic. Cool aint it?

(=

I attended to all the case last night. Interact with my patients, the whole PAM shibang. It was an experience nonetheless lol.

I feel like having a little of Dom Pérignon.

25.9.09, 11:45 PM

An awesome, awesome, awesome eleven year old.

A PROMISING FIND

27.8.09, 12:49 AM

After God loses faith in humanity, the archangel Michael is the only one standing between mankind and the apocalypse. This time using angels as an act of Biblical judgment, God's wrath descends on Earth to exterminate the world's population. In a desperate, last-chance gambit, Michael leads a group of strangers in a small, New Mexico diner who must protect a young waitress who may be pregnant with Christ in his second coming.

Neat, ey?
(=

MEDIC GONE WILD

26.8.09, 3:05 PM

If there's one thing I'm not crazy about is when someone of higher authority question my motive for not doing something I dont know ought to be done.

How the hell am I suppose to know that I was required to sign those leave forms. I mean yeah I know I have to get em signed by myself, my PM and the office clerk, but damn you have the cheek to call me up and say why the hell I didnt sign the document.
I'm not the one who asked for that VL and the PH. You damn jolly well know that YOU were the one responsible for creating my own forecast, listing and taking up all my leaves, putting in into my roster as and when you like.
You put me up for VL and yeah I thought you settled the papers for me. But damn bitch, you ring me with that irritating voice of yours claiming I took my leave without having papers signed?
Let me tell you something miss, you may be next in line for the role but you aint leader yet. I'll screw you where it hurts the most if I ever get the chance.
You really dont like me dont you. Get me transferred out then. You have your boys dont you. Sticking up for them but when it comes to my homies you dump shit on us. You've done naught but crap.

I hate you.
We ALL hate you.

DAMN HIDDEN CAMERA

24.8.09, 2:55 AM

Oh that's right, horny kid and fake mute man strikes again.

THE BEST IMPRESSION

19.8.09, 11:37 PM

L O L !

COME GET HI! NEXT YEAR

12.8.09, 2:25 AM

I want to try Flaming Lambo, or a Rainbow Shooter on my 21st birthday.
Who wants in?

IPP-bloody-T

11.8.09, 11:55 PM

If there's one thing i can never achieve is to come early or on time for my IPPT. Today wasnt any better.

First, *ahem* LCP Gideon fucked his atm card up. Daniel was with him, and oh yes they were still at Yishun. Time then was 2.30

Greeeeeat.

Oh no thats not all. I slept in the bus, got down at some random CCK bus stop and they picked me up. No no you read it correctly, pick me up via cab. And who paid for it?

PTE Shah la bayar-_-

I did ermm okay for the four stations. Failed shuttle run so I figured to hell with 2.4
So yeah, including this one I've come down to friggin Jalan Bahar for my IPPT for
*counts*

7th?
No wait, I think its my 8th.

Even Johnathan said,
"I think ah you haven pass since recruit sia"

AS CUTE AS IT GETS

4.8.09, 10:06 AM

CUTE OR WHAT!

ALWAYS ASTOUNDING

31.7.09, 10:15 AM

I am always captivated by the likes of these kinds of act. So awe-inspiring sia lol.

BALL BALLS

20.7.09, 11:26 PM

A helluva neat trick.

A LOT BETTER

16.5.09, 6:03 PM

I'm finally running solo!

No more senior medic telling me what I ought and ought not to do.

ANOTHER HANDFUL

22.4.09, 11:07 AM

This time around, I had alot of refusal conveyance cases. In which I would like to add, why bother calling us if you dont want to go to the hospital?

And why oh why must it always be drunkards?
Isnt eleven pm a little too early for drinking session, people? Unbelievable.

Urgh.
I miss spongicus =(

CRAZY LIGHTS

19.4.09, 4:05 AM

Donny and Huda came over my place to catch some muvees. I ordered Canadian and.. well we didnt finish.

I just wanted to highlight the weird coincidently matching colour outfits.
Here, you be the judge:

traffic light buddies

SPONGICUS'S NIGHT MEETS

13.4.09, 10:56 PM

My apologies for the late entry. Here are the long overdued pictures:

ONE MORE, JUST ONE MORE!

30.3.09, 12:13 AM

I've got loads of picture to upload. Tomorrow if I'm free.

ANOTHER SHITTY EXCUSE

8.3.09, 5:55 PM

I've a major test tomorrow.

Basic Cardio Life Support Theory and Practical Test.

Fuck it, its my 20th birthday and I gotta spend it at camp studying some CPR crap. What's worse they'll confine us past 11 if even one of us fail!

Imagine that folks.

Some harsh shit ey?
Oh well, that's a medic life alright. That is medic life for you.

Arghh!!

PASSING OUT

20.2.09, 9:00 PM

POP!

TAITEE, AGAIN

14.2.09, 4:37 PM

I meet Mrs. Bestfriend today. And guess what did we do the whole day?

And apparently I have a very retarded face. You see, when you're confine for about a week you tend to do stoopid things. And if you're lucky enough you wont go crazy. Unfortunately noone told me about it.

So..

Lol.
Anyways, thanks Ernie and Ayul for the day. I havent had a great fun like that ever since I quit working BCRA.

FOOTDRILL COMP

13.2.09, 8:34 PM

What a bummer.

Effort after effort, and by our sweat we practive very day and every night. But alas, Charlie Coy failed to grasp that winning trophy.

Evidently Alpha Coy seemed to be the better company, better competition.

Anyways, that sunday we had an early book in at about four in the evening. My god the heat was unbearable. We had our MickeyD's for dinner then we had to get ready for the competition. Uniform needed to be starched and pressed on, and boots to be polished.

Whilst it easy to escape from work and school, NS keeps a toll on relationship. I'm not saying that National Service screw us up. Its just that we hardly have time for ourselves, better off doing our 'pump'-session.

So then how d'you expect me to keep you updated on time?

It aint my fault, asshole.

WHEN?

1.2.09, 1:21 PM

Three week is so fucking long. And the worst thing is as the week comes to an end, the test of all tests starts pouring out. I fucking hate that.

Sheesh, gimme a break.

Oh and to top that off, the pay is just sad.
What the mother of crap am I suppose to buy for V-day and anniversaries on $420 a month?

Yeah, I complaint alot. Big deal.

-_-

DAMMIT

27.1.09, 5:00 PM

Dang!

I'll be back in camp precisely three hours from now. That just suck! Just when I feel right at ease, it's back to training.

pe malas

I'll only have like three days until book-out day but that's not confirmed since I might get guard duty. That should reeeally lighten my week -_-

Why cant 12th Feb come early?
At least, if it did, by then I'll have enough cash to spend on my first monthsary(= Not to mention V-day.
Come to think of it, the dates arent far. Perhaps I might persuade you in celebrating our monthsary on Valentine's day?

I said might.

Why am I suddenly talking about random stuff?

. . .

I miss my sayang. So much. Very much. Too much.
Why is NS such a bitch?

26.1.09, 3:22 PM

I love my babyboo(: